I want to watch myself drown, struggling for air, see my face turning blue, watch my fingers grasp for aid from ghosts who don't care about me.
I want to spit in my own face and break my own arms, slam my head into a wall, bite the curb and knock out the rest of my teeth.
"Oh you whiny fucking baby."
Do you remember being strong?
Neither do I.
But I'm sure you'll tell everyone just how depressed you are.
But will you tell everyone about what a bad person you are?
"(Emotionally) Crippled, selfish fuck.
You'll never be enough.
Pathetic, desperate fuck, you'll never be half as good enough."
You're a wriggling worm when it rains, too stupid to drown, you keep your head above the water.
You're a fucking dog who deserves all his shame.
You bite the hand that feeds you and wonder why you're starving.
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