You say you're starving?
Well, I'm starving too.
You can't find sustenance in naproxen, can't use nyquil as food.
But you live and you fight with the impending doom of feet that won't work, a back that won't bend.
Cuts that won't mend because you just rip off the scabs and let them bleed out.
A fat man's disease and some half broken teeth.
Who cares?
"This too shall pass", like a kidney stone from the piss-hole of a human shell.
Just jagged as it rips and tears.
A pathetic and desperate attempt to show that I'm still alive.
Apathetic and contagiously foul in my moods just to remind myself that I'm not a ghost.
Not yet.
Not yet.
Not yet.
Not yet.
credits
from No Beginnings, Just Ends,
released April 25, 2017
Additional vocals provided by Alexanne Trevorrow, Adam Labutka, Shane Sours, Kyle Wagoner, Jordan Olsen and Matt Wojcik.
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